The Secret...

Have you watched the tv series 'The secret memoires of a call girl'? It's a very happening, kinda sad, sometimes funny series.

I wish they made a series called 'The secret memoires of a Mistress'. Wouldn't that be intersting too... I mean a mistresses life is pretty much a secret. You can be in love with the person or not. But at the end of the day... it's all a big cover-up. Secret meetings, secret messages, secret phone calls, secret everything. I guess you can't expect anything but 'secrecy' in such a situation. Unless of course you want to get into a whole heap of trouble. Hahhaahahaha.. noooot.

How long can a person be someone's 'mistress'? Is it until she's 30 years? 45? What happenes to her when sex is not really the best pastime she can offer (that applies to both parties)? What happenes when 'love' is all that remains...? Is that enough? Or would the man just up and leave for good, back to his wife, to pass time in his old age? And all she has remaining are memories; and a youth long past. No one to call her own, no familly except maybe her parents (if they are still living) and her siblings...

Jeez... what a depressing picture. But that's reallity nontheless.

I think i'm feeling way toooo depressed for a saturday morning. And waaaaay to freaked out right now.