Argh!!!
I wish i didn't feel anything when he said that he was going xmas shoppin with wife and baby... wish my heart wasn't so sensitive to things like that. There are moments.. when things just hurt. And even though i know that there's nothing to do about it... i cannot stop the pain from hitting me full force.
I hardly texted him today. What to say ne..? Can i ask...' so hows the shopping going? what did you buy your wife?' Yeah right. Sigh.... I accept that she exists.. but still things hurt me.. that's a fact.
Damn but i miss him. But im not gonna text him or call him. If he wants to contact me then let him. Dum-di-dum di dum...!
Fuck love... sometimes i get tired of trying.
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