Dead. Broken

I'm sick of this!! I'm sick of being by myself at home. I want to 'LIVE' my life. Instead I feel like the bloody walking dead. I want to be out their living it to the fullest. I want to go out, meet up with friends, go partying... I just want to do something!! Anything!!! Anything to stop feeling so dead and lifeless inside. Anything to fill the hollow feeling that seems to never end.

I want to feel alive.

I feel like i'm wasting my life. wasting away and I don't know what to do.

What is the purpose of my life? What? I haven't the faintest clue! No idea at all!!

I have so many blessings in my life.... yet i don't want any of it. I don't want this life. I don't want to even breathe! I'm just tired of it all.
I wish I was as dead as I feel inside.
As cold and as dead as one can be. I'm just so tired of it all.

Ignore

I dealt with you ignoring me once before. Almost a year ago.
I'm sorry but you just don't get the chance to do it again.

Too little said... Too Late?

If I make up my mind, there's little chance of turning back.
Do you want me to make up my mind?
Let me know.
Silence is just an advocate to say you agree to what I am saying.
I cannot imagine nor comprehend what goes thru your mind.
Whatever you decide, Take care.
Everything that happens, I have to believe, happens for the best.

Forget it

You do not appreciate what you have
And you do not know what you've lost.
May you and I be happy
Separately.