My life

You are my life
And not being with you hurts so much.
I cannot sleep and i cannot eat.
I wake up in the morning crying out for you.
My heart aches.
God told me in time everything will be okay.
But time seems to pass-by so slowly.
And every second without you feels like i'm dying.
I know this is my doing.
I know this is my choice.
For the thousandth time i wonder,
Baby why didn't you wait for me?
Our lives would have been so different.
Oh god, please give me the strength to bear this pain.
I need to be strong.
Please give him the strength to be srtong too.
I know he is hurting too.