We are getting Better

I cannot explain what's going on between Coo and me. Lately... we have been spending more time together... like atleast once a week he makes time to go out for a coffee after work or something... and he comes over more often.. txts more often... he actaully cares what im upto? where i am? wher im going? what im buyin?

Wow... im amazed. Something has changed. Ever since the last time i tried to break up with him, and with he begging me to please give him another chance... he's become a different person. Almost.

I'm more in love with him than ever before. And he is more in love with me than before too.. it's crazy. We've both changed. I mean... I can't explain it... just that we've grown closer to each other. He's so sweet at times. I love him sooo much! But if he pisses me off again he knows that im soo gonna dump his nice ass. :)

Yay :(

So... todays another #@#$% day... as usual. I tried breaking up with him again.... that ddint work out.

Today is his wedding anniversary... yippeeeee... He was supposed to come see me today... but he suddenly realised that today is the anniversary. Joy for me.

Fuck fuck fuck... Im such a fuckin idiot!