Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Losing Myself

I have so many things in my mind, yet I can't articulate. 
Too many thoughts running around in my head, yet I can't put them down
It's like there are people yelling constantly in my mind.
Non stop.
Unrelenting.
Where is the quiet?
I feel distressed, depressed, lost.
I feel like I'm losing something precious,
Yet I don't know what it is.
I want peace
I want quiet
I want to sit and stare in to nature
I want to lose myself for a moment in tranquility.
What is it I truly want?
What is it that I truly need?
I do not know.
This is the pit I am in.
I can say 'pick me, choose me, love me'
But what I really mean to say is 'Save me'.